im in alot of pain...

this sickness is on the Top List of my sick list, never gotten this type of cold before, doctor said its rare, and i feel that its killing me inside... may hav to cancel all my trips and fly back kk... thats what my parents said... im not in any position to make any decision over this now, cus i am in so much pain, feels like im dying... not eaten for 4 days... each time i try to eat, my tummy feel pain and i vomit, and my tummy just hurt so badly, i couldnt take it anymore... i just cry and cry... spoke to my mom, got her to pray to me... then it got better for a while... had a long chat with dad, he insist of me coming home for a full check up... cus uk has so many deseases and afraid i might get it and i might die from it. touch word!

i cant even describe this pain...