imperfection

Warning: this is a very deep post... but here goes nothing...

all of us have our weaknesses, our own mistakes, things we do not know but we did it anyhow which leads us to making mistakes... when we were young, we are allow to make as many mistakes as we can because apparently we would become wiser throughout these mistakes that we did while growing up...

however, being an adult is not entirely acceptable to make mistakes, especially when there are a set expectations laying on your shoulders... when we failed to see it, it leads to something bigger than just a mistake...

in the bible, it says that Jesus is ever forgiving on all our mistakes whenever we ask for forgiveness and repent, therefore so we must do the same for those who forsaken us... well, at least we hope that we are forgiven for our mistakes because not everyone is like Jesus to be so forgiving... because its only human to feel mad, upset when things don't do according to plan...

no matter how many times we fall, no matter how many times we stood back up and walk again, all of us are bound to make mistakes even till our last breathe... while i am trying to learn each day through my mistakes is something i took a risk for. learning something is a risk, to gain knowledge is also a risk, while making mistakes to learn is even a bigger risk... even trying to make peace and stay quite about things is also a risk... whatever it is, we can never avoid those risks that are anxiously waiting for us to face.

life is full of choices and we gambled ourselves on the decisions we make.. daily! and when it goes wrong, we can only hope that its a risk worth taking and lesson worth learning, and then we hope we're given another chance just so we can do it all over again, but only these time... to do it right... xxx

Sunday @ Kundasang's Road Side

Lets Get Health-tay~

behind the scene for a print advertisement photo shoot in 2007

You are what you eat. Yes I know that. If you eat too much peanuts, you'll end up being a monkey. Wait I think it was, if you pay peanuts you'll get monkeys. So if you eat crappy food then you'll end up crappy too. So I guess these are all common sense.

In general, woman's metabolism is lower than man. So for a man to be fat means this dude seriously didn't even move a muscle in his whole life. Like seriously just eat eat eat and eat only. Like his only exercise is the mouth moving from chewing the food which is unhealthy but it's not too late to change that habit. Everyone should have a healthy and nutritious diet, and to have some form of an exercise occasionally. In fact, if we eat according to our blood type we eventually be at a normal weight and our anti body becomes stronger!

For woman who needed to loosen that flabby stretchy stomach, I strongly recommend you to buy yourself a good corset/girdle/clinical waist belt. It may be costly, but it's a worth while investment which will last for at least 2-5 years if you take good care of it. Corset is clinically proven to help us in so many ways! Firstly, it's main common objective is to provide us a nice body shape for many occasions. Secondly, it is widely use among woman who just gave birth (Cesarean way) to support the stomach after the surgery. In some case, even men wear it as back/chest support due to injuries.

an example of a set of the slimming body suit

Do you know that wearing the corset/girdle/clinical waist belt also help in our digestive system? From my personal experience, it actually improve our digestive system! I used to be an ambassador for a slimming center before and I was sponsored this whole package of slimming materials from free services to all sorts of products. I couldn't finish using all of those sponsored things till I had to give them away. I only kept the corset and girdle for my own use. I was using it for quite a while and it work wonders! But I haven't wore them for more than a year already so I should really start wearing them again!

As part of my "Lets get Health-tay~" regime, I make it a point to go to the gym at least once a week with my sister. So that is the compulsory "Sister Bonding" time for us by hitting the gym, moreover I personally enjoy going to the gym. The gym we go to is called Club Olympus in Hyatt Hotel which is for members only so it's kinda private. I like private. I'm a shy person and I don't like too many people looking at me when I work that fats out :(

So who knows I might get my 6 packs? LOL yea right... I'm stuck with this 2 layers of fats like a set of truck's tires! Arrghhh and every time I sit down they look at me as if I'm some fatso that's going to grab more snacks from my office drawer every second! (Yes... I actually STORE food in my office drawer like squirrels storing food for winter!)

But, staying healthy is screaming out loud into my ears! I got my books and notes on nutritional food and I got my hands in control like a remote to not touch any unnecessary food from now on! *fingers crossed*

Have a healthy day everyone :)
xxx

Appreciate whatever we have...

i'm sure everyone heard the news on tv thundering the recent catastrophe in japan less than 24 hours as i am writing this... it's just so heart breaking to watch the news showing the waves engulfing japan and destroying so many homes, buildings and etc...

maybe the world IS really coming to an end... should we all just take sometime and reflect on ourselves... appreciate what mean most to you and perhaps be nicer to people, forgive those who have done wrong to you as what God have taught us to be, do more for the people who are less fortunate than us... have an understanding mind and have a heart to care for others by seeing yourself in their shoe... God bless you all xxx

A Little Update

random morning at work

Many things happened in my life for the past few years now... i'm no more that little girl you once knew... that teenager that goes out party till the morning dawn with the girls, that model you once knew that works harder than a gold miner, that college school girl that seem to never leave college (but hey hey hey i finally did!!! tears of joy i tell ya... tears of joy... sniff sniff) and so on so on....

I want a new life... and so I am getting it! Leaving modeling for good. Leaving all that behind me... and its funny that when I bumped into people that knew me as a model, they would asked "Ohh so you're traveling to France to model?" and I just burst into laughter and said "Oooohhh NO NO Noo... I left modeling AGES!!!!" i mean you can tell, i've put on so much weight and i don't even care :P

I am happy with my new life. My day job is like heaven! Okay... I over exaggerated! But I do enjoy my day job. I love every single minute of it... while I'm still alive and kicking. I'll work and be as independent as I can! (ok time to get a driving license! lol) To be honest, I have phobia in driving... yea right... excuses! Fine! I'm just to lazy to sit for the exams and for the practical stuffs... Can I just buy the license like some rich people do??? LOL

Hmmm... you know what... I have deleted my Fan Page on Facebook... so I would like to apologize for any inconvenience caused... I just want to have a normal life now... boy i remembered having over 20k fans when i was using Friendster (omg that thing still exist ya know!!! hahahahaha!!!) then when i deleted friendster, i disappeared for a while and then i had facebook... hehehehe So umm... i really want to Thank you in advance to EVERYBODY who had stick by my side for the many good years I had during modeling and stuff (5 years to be exact). It has been so wonderful. It has been a dream (tho it was never my dream to model! but hey i was a model! WAS!!!). Man... these memories they are priceless... but every good thing must come to an end... and mine ends here... and the start of a new chapter! Let's go go go!!!

Love you all!!! Muuakkkss!!! xxx