Sejuk....

Day 1:

29 Aug, Arrived at 4pm London time (11pm in Msia) in MHoo4, at Terminal 4 (kecik punya airport nih... mcm for flights from 3rd world countries...i mean asian countries... lol )

My cousin picked me up. Went back home at Staines, abt 15 minutes from airport. Settle down. Updated facebook status. Mandi kejap... super cold... its only 15 degrees ja pun... but then again i am kinda sick right now... bad chest pain, very weak chest in fact... coughing, and running nose, sometimes fever comes in... so i hope my body will adjust itself soon cus i wanna look super hot for my holidays... cus holding a tissue for my running nose and coughing just ain't sexy at all...

My cousin took me to her best friend's house for a home cook dinner. Roast chicken with some potatos, stim veggie and something something on the side.... omg these ppl eats alot :D i couldn't finish most of my food. plus being sick isn't helping with the big appetite for food neither...

The Big Breather

This is it.... counting down the days... i am at this point in my life where i need a change, i need a breather, to find myself, to clear everything in my mind and change... i'm gonna let myself go...

i'm leaving my belongings at my best friend's house, leaving everything i know in my life... in searching for a new meaning of life...

Here goes to LIFE...

29th Aug - 2nd Sept = Just London itself...

3rd - 17th September = Belgium, Holland, Luxembourg, Germany, Switzerland, Austria, Italy, Vatican City and France

18th - 27th September = Scotland

28th Sept, Oct and Nov = Italy, Ireland, Russia, Lithuania, Greece, Turkey and etc (making plans as i go around)

December = back London celebrate Christmas and New Year with my cousin and her family.

6th January 2011 = Should be back flying back Malaysia by then to start my new life...

this is a 131 days trip to self discovery.... i have very limited money with me, therefore i depend fully on my family and friends in that particular country to i can stay at their place to save more money... i want to take this opportunity and find exactly what i want in life... at least half of this world will feed me for that peace of mind that i have been looking for... thanks to everyone in making this trip a reality, my parents and friends (u know who u are...) thanks a bunch.....

love always, stella matilda

Hero in A Movie

This is sooo random, but what the heck!

You know... if i were to be in a movie, i would most probably be the hero. The one to save the world, the one being beaten up by a bunch of enemies... the one whose close partner turned sour and she's in a battle alone... where she out source for help while she continue jumping from roof top to another... trying to save the world.. to maintain peace and harmony.... the one who would sacrifies just about anything and everything, her life and her dreams just to make sure everyone is well... and at the end of the film... the hero stands alone... with nothing but a piece of burnt out photograph of... who knows....

sounds like alot of physical movement, which involves ass kicking and punching, and lots of bruises and cuts over face and body...

fulamak! best nya movie ini! ahahahahahaha

Love,
Stella

The Whole World Just Stop

Heya, really appreciate all your feedback regarding this song and requesting for the lyrics too. It has touches my heart to write this song, and now it touches yours... i'm glad it did... its feels good to be in love isn't it? :) ahhhh.... lucky you! Stay that way... I am still looking hehe... :) Enjoy the song yah... the guitar chords starts with C by the way :) enjoy... Love, Stella Matilda


The Whole World Just Stop Lyrics

The first time I saw you,
I knew it could be,
The one that I have been looking for.

When you said Good Morning,
My heart beat so fast,
And suddenly I'm lost in time.

Chorus:
When you look at me,
The whole world just stop,
When I look at you,
The whole world just stop.

It took forever,
And now that we're here,
Lets make this moment worth while.

Cause maybe tomorrow,
The world would end,
And all I want is you here.

Chorus:
When you look at me,
The whole world just stop,
When I look at you,
The whole world just stop.

I don't know baby,
If you think that I am crazy,
To write this song to you,
It just maybe that I am,
Just crazy in love,
Cause now my world has stopped for you...

Repeat Chorus 3 x

End.
the whole world just stop - music and lyrics by stella matilda

Even with Tears, I'm OK

Hey all....

Just wanna say that I'm ok despite all the crazy things happened in my life. Work and Love life. I decided that no matter what we do in life, we cannot escape the destiny that God has planned for each one of us. We cannot change things but make the best of it and basically STAY STRONG.

I'm only human bah... I get hurt too... I cry, and even my tears come rolling down... I can still say this to you... "I am OK" smilling back at you. Because I believe God wouldn't let us go through something we cannot handle. He knows us too well.

I'll be leaving Kota Kinabalu for good in a couple of days... It's gonna be hard to say goodbye... but I have to stand on my two feet and get back to living my life to the fullest! Gonna be gone for my long trip to europe and only be back next year... However... I may plan to come back early for some reasons.... So we see how la...

By the way, would like u to check out this song I wrote....




Until next time.

Love, Stella Matilda

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