Whats it like being a live-in girlfriend?

i always wanted live with who ever im with. i know its not an ideal situation for traditional thinkers aka parents. before today, it has just been just hanging out at bf place and not stay in. well at least not staying together like todaym

staying together with my bf has always been one of my dream. the pros to this is that when you live with your bf, you pretty much get to see all the bad side of him and he gets to see you without make-up! eeeekkkk! and still love me when he knows i wake up to the sound of my own fart.

breakfast in bed feels so english. and having james serving me breakfast in bed is amazing! man..... i feel like im having james franco sleeping with me when i close my eyes. hahahaha just kidding. (james franco is hot! but my james molony is hotter!)

i guess living together now feels like marriage already. so no rush walking down the aisle until we both are financially stable. at least buy a house. ummmmm kingfisher is awesome! eye-ing one of them. then in future if baby molony comes along we can send to their grandparents! hahaha only joking. we will get a maid.

so yeah. enjoying waking up to the man i wanna grow old with. till we both have grey white hair and ugly wrinkly skin..... eeekkkk!

you and me forever. thats all that ever matters. no matter where we gonna spend our next 50 yrs (more or less...)

always

will follow wherever you go... even if it takes me being on your shoes xxx

christmas!

it's coming.....!

i'm so excited! i love christmas :)
can't wait for our first christmas together. with him and my family, i am complete :)

Manjaness after shower

I'm 57kg but still happy :)

i know you won't believe me, but this scale is actually broken... james said it hahah! (scale in corefitness gym ladies toilet)

i teman james gi gym today. i went to the ladies toilet and saw a scale. as any normal human being, i decided to step on the scale just for fun. and it aint fun anymore when the numbers pop up on that scale! hahahahaha omg.... i was once 48kg and i have happily put on my relationship guts like nobody's business!

been desperately looking for a digital scale at a shop so i can monitor my weight and MAYBE start my work out and slimming down session. i prefer working out at home.

james said, "no more keropok for you! gonna give em to soh!"

(soh is our housemate btw)

xmas tree just set up at the w group btw :)

by the way, just bought myself a digital scale from a shop in center point. my current weight is now 57kg. this is the more accurate one...

OK 57kg!!!! No more keropok and kfc :(

xxx

Want to Learn...

how to play the guitar chords for this... they make such an awesome collaboration!!!!

Boyce Avenue and Megan Nicole live acoustics :)

i miss...

Sitting in the middle of nowhere and just stare into space...

a little update

i have submit in my resignation with the current place i work at as i am planning to move back to kuala lumpur. just not used to the lifestyle in kk at all... moreover the salary in kk is so low but yet expenses are really high. i can't even save a penny since i move back to kk. everything is so costly... Moreover i dont think i suit working with this current company.. There is just something i wont be able to get used to. Not worth sharing. Looking on the bright side, i am really excited to go back to jardin in kl. fun group of people and family-ish working environment, full of team spirit and kind helpful not selfish. I miss them :)


last weekend, james best friend averil got married. sweet loving couple. attended the church thingy on friday at the holy nativitiy church somewhere in penampang terawi. its so sweet. the girls were crying... and cause i see them cry i also terikut cry sikit sikit...

i always wanted to get married in the chapel where my parents had their wedding. then maybe followed by a nice beach wedding thingy would be pretty cool. dressed up in bikinis muahahahahahahaha....


uhhh i saw this underwater pre wedding photoshoot. totally want! looks like a really tough job to get this shot but its all worth it. sipadan would be so nice for a shoot like this. would totally represent ourselves cus we both love the ocean so much :D



here's a photo of james in a suit. he look soooo handsome. eheeheh ehehehehhe..... ehehehehehehe....



this is averil's cat in papar. on sunday got a kampung style receiption and it was really so much fun. people were dancing and there was like a mini concert by the kids. its soooo nice.

im really looking forward to go back kl to work. could at least save so much money as i could earn more also. cus i seriously want to buy a car and a house already!!!! and save enough money cause james and i planning to go back uk sometime next year for a short visit.

pray that all goes well in kl.

cant believe its almost end of the year. xxx

11 things about myself

As requested by Audeanor :)
Here you go babe! hehe

1. Your nickname
Stells, babydoll or chomel.

2. The most hated/ annoying person (s) and why?
James, because I hate that I love him so hahaha...

3. Your dream car (s) and why? If you have, list down the model name and why you bought it?
Triton. Just feels right.

4. What's your mobile phone brand/ model?
Blackberry saja... torch...

5. What other language you want to learn?
Arabic.

6. How do you see yourself in the next 10 years?
M-I-L-F!!!

7. The favourite place in Sabah you love the most.
My bedroom in Kingfisher park (parent's house). I feel safe.

8. Your favourite food (s).
Japanese food, Italian and Creme Brulee!

9. What do you think about film industry in Malaysia?
No comment.

10. What do you think about plastic surgery? Are you going to do it?
Its ok. Never really thought about having any.

11. Please post your most funny picture.

My waffle journey...

has just begun....

search after search for that one particular waffle maker machine... i finally found it! in a little island called Labuan.... little did we know that Labuan has everything I needed.... besides this waffle maker machine, they got Yellowtail at only RM30!!!! and loads of chocolate cheaper than buying keropok!

i am so simple. with this little heart shaped waffle maker, i am contented... so my journey has jus begun!

ummm... cant wait till the weekend to make some of these :)

ps: james "secrectly" went out there to buy the waffle machine because i was too lazy to walk to the shop.... and surprised me with it!

aight! off to bed, early day at work tomorrow! eeeeekkkk!!!

xxx

On The Boat

it was a 3 hours boat ride from kk to labuan. forgotten the last time i had seasick so i show tough tough that i wont get seasick. for the first 2 hours i was just sleeping on james' shoulder. then i felt hungry. woke up at the 2nd half hour and ate some chicken pau. then seconds later i felt like puking. and so i did.

it was horrible!!!! the boat ride was nasty cus there was a storm, and the boat was all shaky. its just impossible for me NOT to puke. i was wondering how james can even READ with that weather we have during the entire boat ride. probably cus he got so used to it when working at the sea.

im thinking wether to grab a flight back to kk now..... grrrrrr....

so far brunei is ok la.... pretty kampung for a city that is widely publicise.... no clubs and minor entertainment. hopefully to go ice skating tomorrow or something. now in the hotel chilling, having yellowtail bought from labuan. RM30 only!!!

Jacob's Creek sold in kk for RM59 and in labuan only RM19!!!! SIAU!!!! I remember dulu when i was stayin in Labuan, there's a homeless man and I never see him without a bottle of beer with em LOL! Hurmm..... wish my dad was transfered to labuan when i was older (when i appreciate and understand what wine is hehehehe)

ps: been munching on loads of chocolates too... ummm wine and chocolate... awesome match!

have a great weekend!

selamat hari raya haji by the way for those who are celebrating :)

Get Outta Here!

escaping out of the country again. we leaving malaysia this saturday morning for the weekend as monday is holiday. i took leave friday cause i got jpj driving exam. super excited. cant wait till i get my full licence!

this whole week super busy preparing reports for two different sections and my brain is super cramp cus the deadline 5th november but i will be on leave so this whole week was crazy. not that other days werent..... grrrrr...

uhh... cant wait for our short break. should be good. xxx