Old Post...

I found 2 of my old blogs i left behind....
http://girlawayfromhome.blogspot.com/
http://stellamabella.blogspot.com/

here's one to share =)

Monday, September 11, 2006

The Human Sacrifie


It is not easy to let go something you have had in your life for long. It is never easy to forget all the memories that have been growing with time to time. Such as the male spiders would give up their lives to help producing its species. Its sacrifies after mating with its partner, the female spider would kill its male partner. Or why did our parents worked so hard day and night and sometimes never come home? Come to realisation, it is all about human sacrifie huh?

We create a world of our own. Everything we do, it is all our choice and it was never by anyone else but you. I mean, as much as someone tell you something, it is really up to you what you want your life to be. But yeah, nothing comes easy. "Easy come, easy go" is really not how i see it. Maybe "Follow the Flow" is still acceptable in my dictionary. Regardless to the pros and cons of decision, every choice you make will lead to a sacrifie. Yeah, the word sacrifie sounds so great that it feels like it can kill you.

My bestfriends got to leave their home in order to further their studies, like i did, and am still now. Sacrifie your comfort zone to a place you never been and feels like you are the only one living in this planet. This all is just to get that piece of paper that can lead you to a better future. I would never like the idea of studying to be honest, or maybe cause i am a student and i have not learn to appreciate it i guess. Then again, i do enjoy it most of the time. I had to leave home and come to a state i never really thought of seing myself in, and i get to meet a lot of new friends and my old friends came over too, and it feels like we are just in the begining of the starting line to discover ourselves. Places that we live in and been to and people that we talk to and how these people and places influence our live is just so amazing.

Generally, i believe that all sacrifies are meant to lead to something good to our lives. Something that will bring joy and happiness to our lives. Something to be always remembered as the Happy Memories section in our diary. And i still believe in that although, sometimes it wasn't the way it was supposed to be.I always hope all sacrifies that i made are all worth it. So far, it all has been good. Human sacrifie is all it takes to make it happen. I am sure that my parents have sacrified all their lives for me to be here and be still alive living here. And i want to do the same for them when i graduate.

I always wanted my parents to live easy and happily someday, and never have to worry about me anymore. Cause hey! Im a big girl now! And the world isn't that big really...

p.s: i still dont believe in easy come easy go!!!