Monday, June 27, 2011

This is the time

at work for our real estate showcase

being a typical libra is kinda tough. im not trying to say that i believe completely in whatever my horoscope says about me. but unfortunately, everything it does says about librans are right on the spot. we always find balance in everything. we need balance. equality. if we don't have balance in our life, we feel lost.

but what's keeping me strong even when my life is unbalance is my chinese zodiac of being born in the rabbit year. all the rabbits this year will find life slightly smooth sailing then ever before. and even if there's a storm coming towards us, we will always seem to be able to cope with calmness, sincerity and empathy.

this year, i've been out and in a relationship like changing new shoes. sometimes my friends would lost track of who's my boyfriend now. when i introduce to them, they're like "Eh, i've never seen him before!" or "Ohhh... him again!" or "So where you found this one?"

i get scared of being in a relationship sometimes. the worst part, when things become too serious, i started to run away, or hide myself like an ostrich's head in a hole. not sure why. perhaps, i am at this stage of life where i just want some time to focus on my career. the few things i want to achieve as an individual, not as a couple or husband/wife. i'm still 23 and i am at the prime time of my life!

i know i can do just about anything to survive. and i am doing just fine on my own right now. but that doesn't mean i have turned lesbian!!! i still like to see hot handsome men. all the time!!! we all need to polish our eyes every now and then :)

xxx

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